January 2012
8 posts
Hello 2012,
So a new year is here once again. This year has been pretty good and hey, we ended 2011 with style with an epic party where we were all so far gone. A new year means making new friends and getting out of my fucking comfort zone.
Seems like just yesterday I penned down my new year resolutions for 2011. And in a blink of an eye, 2012 is here. This year has passed waaaaay too fast. Then again, this...
December 2011
17 posts
So it just hit me that 2012 is coming very very soon. And so far I must admit this year hasn’t turned out quite like I expected it to be. I wanted to try new things, I wanted to meet someone new, I wanted to do so many things. But I was so afraid. Afraid of falling flat on my face and making a fool of myself. And as for love? This year I haven’t met anyone special. Sure, there are guys...
November 2011
61 posts
I really hate it when girls beat themselves up BECAUSE of a guy. The guy is probably worthless and undeserving anyway. Like, my girlfriend would get upset because she thinks she’s ugly blah blah blah and inside I’m screaming, “You’re beautiful, why can’t you see that?” And it’s all because of a guy.
But then again, it’s easier said than done right?...
I dislike hypocrites. I can hide my feelings but asking me to pretend to like someone whom I dislike? That’s hard. I won’t be outright bitchy about it, like make nasty comments to the person’s face but I won’t pretend to like him/her either. So it goes without saying that I especially hate it when someone goes “Oh I hate so and so” and the next thing you know,...
I have fucking trust issues. Don’t say I didn’t try. I did. I tried opening up to J but J being J just jumped to his own conclusions so I just shut him out. It’s easier to just pretend everything’s fine then to try opening up to people.
Opening up to people just leaves one vulnerable and open. And there’s the off chance that the person might screw you over. Even if...
I need to get my act together. Finals start on Saturday and here I am, on my laptop slacking away. Oh geez I don’t even feel a hint of panic. This is bad.
My books are currently lying on my bed and I just want ANY excuse not to touch them. Sighzzzzzzzz. Ok off I go to study. Shall update this space another day.
